Yes.

I must to update my journal. Some days before, I was in depression. School tired me, and I don't support school now, and most of pupils or schoolmates in my school are dumbs, immatures and stupids. I'm certainly more mature than them. I'm 15, as dozen others pupils have the exact age as me, but they're still stupid, and almost of others pupils are between 11-14. So, school rendered me deprimed, almost to the point of the be tired of life. I can't say to my parents I don't want go to the "secondary school" or "lycée" next year. I want to got a job, now, but its hard to find it.

My effeminacy was critizisced by others schoolmates, by theirs stupid questions to me as "What you act so girly ?" or "Do you have a girlfriend ? Cause youre so girly", and I finally said to one of them "Shut up, you ! I'd try to have a girlfriend, but she doesn't want to have a date with me." Then he close his mouth.
Hopefully, I have some loyal friends at my school. I eat nothing, my parents are anxious, and they said "Why you eat nothing ?! I don't want to see you anorexic !" I reply and said "Don't worry, I'm not anorexic, but I'm feel a bit better when I eat nothing." Now, I eat a bit, except meat, fishes, etc... I'm a bit vegetarian.

I'm not in depression now, contrary to some days before. And my "little-suicidal-side" of "some-days-before" disappear too.

I'm obligated to make my mood as "Big Grin", though that its not really the case, I'm feel just a bit better, that's all.